Most people assume that since Casey and Rob won’t talk very much that they ignore each other, too. And sometimes, that’s true – what siblings pay attention to each other all the time? But they don’t ignore each other. Autism doesn’t define their relationship with each other or others. Their personality does.
Last week, Tracie and I took them hiking at a state park near us. Casey and Rob were so excited to finally be hiking with Tracie and couldn’t wait to get there. As soon as we got out of the car, Rob took the lead and Casey followed. Every time we came to a different path, he took the lead and she followed him. She completely trusts that he will find his way back to the car. The funny thing is she rarely turns to see if Tracie or I am following them.
As we were walking, we came to a huge tree that had come down over the path. Rob sat on it and swung his legs over. When he was on the other side, he stopped to wait for Casey, who for some reason, couldn’t figure out how to get over the tree! We had to help her and they both started walking on the trail before they made sure Tracie and I got over it! They both trust that we will never leave them alone and we will eventually catch up.
It’s funny. They lean on each other in different situations. Rob looks to Casey for whether to wear a coat or boots – she knows he will find the car no matter where we are. He watches her in restaurants – she follows him in crowds, usually holding hands. If they are some place that isn’t familiar to either of them, they stick together and stay close to someone they trust. The trails we were on last week were completely unfamiliar to all of us, but Rob took off. He is confident in the woods. (I don’t know what he would do if he didn’t have a trail to follow and I hope I never find out!)
She feels safe if she is following him. I find it so amazing that, despite their autism, they lean on each other just like typical siblings do. They understand the talents that each of them have and trust those talents to keep them safe. Again, I’m not sure what either of them would do if they found themselves in an unfamiliar place with strangers. That thought is enough to keep me awake at night and to say a prayer that never happens.
When Rob knows he is going somewhere different, he asks for Mandy or Casey. He doesn’t like to go strange places without one of them. It seems if he can go on an outing with their day hab, he will only go if Casey is going or a staff member that he trusts. If not, he will choose to stay at the hab center.
Casey will go anywhere with anyone (and this scares me to death! Of the two, I think she is more likely to walk off with a stranger) and she loves new places. This is where their personalities define them. He is more cautious about people – he pays more attention to them. She ignores most people. She doesn’t care what others think while he worries constantly about that.
His anxiety causes problems for him, while her need for structure can get her upset. This is just them – it isn’t because of autism. Maybe she shares her love of schedules with Mandy. Maybe Rob is a leader at times because he is like me. Many of their “quirks” can be seen in other family members. Not everything in their lives is autism and I wish more people understood that.
They lean on each other, and Mandy and Cory, because that’s what siblings do. It isn’t their autism – it’s the love they have for each other. They know the strengths that the other has and use those strengths. They understand when the other is nervous or scared and try to help. Casey is especially worried when Rob is sick or hurt. She has to constantly check on him and will put band aids on him whether he wants them or not. (even if he doesn’t, he lets her do it, then takes it off when she isn’t looking.)
I wish that every family had siblings that leaned on each other like they do. I don’t know what I would do without my brother to lean on and I’m sure Mandy feels the same about Casey and Rob. Theirs may not be the usual relationship, but that doesn’t make it any less special. I know it’s hard for siblings when one has special needs. I know many families get torn apart by it. My hope is that if that does happen, eventually, the relationship can be repaired. Sadly, some people just cannot handle being different and the stress that comes with that.
Casey is more head-strong than Rob. I just asked her why she follows Rob in the woods. Her reply? “Bigger.” 🙂 Yep – he is bigger. Maybe she thinks he can save her from animals. Maybe she knows he will break branches that might hit her. Maybe she knows that he will find the fastest way back to the car so they can have a snack. 🙂 Either way, she trusts that he will take care of her.
I just love watching their relationship as it grows. As a mom, watching my kids enjoy, support and love each other is the best thing I could ask for. Don’t give up if your children aren’t to this point, yet. They have plenty of time to learn to trust and have fun together!